Long Time No Post
I have been putting off this post because I didn’t really know what to say. So much has changed in the last six months I didn’t know how best to communicate what was going on in my life. Please understand that I am leaving out quite a bit of this story but I believe it needs to be told so that others will understand when they stumble across my blog.
Let’s start with some background. I have been working for the same employer for the last 8 years. It is a regional medical center and a great place to work. Before Fortune magazine stopped allowing non-profits to be on the “100 Best Places to Work” my employer made the list twice.
I started working at the hospital as a Programmer Analyst in early 2003 writing code that allowed hospital systems to communicate and was also the UNIX/Linux administrator. During this time I managed DNS/DHCP, most of the printing and portions of our email infrastructure on *NIX while also writing mostly TCL and Perl code.
When a Senior Network Engineer slot opened I applied and was promoted in early 2006. I earned my CCNA and began to learn quite a bit about networking. Shortly thereafter I decided I was ready to leave the hospital in order to learn more, but my wife loves working here, knows and trusts many of the doctors and made me promise that we would have our children at this hospital.
As a result of that promise to my wife I decided to work on my CCNP and started this blog, figuring both would help me get my next job. During that time I was selected for “50 for the Future” a two year management training program at the hospital and I finished my CCNP. I also became dedicated to my craft. As I learned more and more about networking, I began to understand how much I did not know and it became a joy to learn something new everyday. Not all of the lessons were fun at the time but I was learning so much I loved coming to work.
The next logical step was starting on my CCIE. It sounded like a great challenge and with a family now depending upon me, it was the next logical step for job security. It surely would allow me to get my next job and my promise to my wife was still not fulfilled. We had suffered through two miscarriages to get our first child, and our second child was born in April 2011.
With the birth of our second child my promise to my wife had been fulfilled and I was ready to leave. Literally the day after my second child was born I started applying for jobs. I was offered an interesting position in South Carolina working with a team that fit my goals. Some had their CCIEs and others were working toward their digits. I would fit right in and I knew it was the place for me, so I turned in my resignation. The wrinkle being that the hospital requests a 30 day notice for professional employees.
I had already spoken with my Director about leaving and he was gracious. I had spent $5,000 on my CCIE lab and the hospital had spent another $5,000, but my boss gave me the whole rack. Everything. I cannot describe how much that meant to me, I am truly grateful.
That day my Vice President asked me what it would take for me to stay and I told him I was chasing a dream. While I appreciated the offer and I knew the hospital was a great place to work, it was a goal I had set for myself and I felt I should leave in order to get the experience I needed.
Two weeks later I had both my AVP and VP stop by my desk within ten minutes of each other. My last day was drawing near and they wanted to discuss what it would take for me to stay. I declined a second time. I had made the decision to try to earn my CCIE and I did not want to let my family down. I believed that South Carolina offered me the best chance to achieve my goal.
My last day at the hospital came and went, but it was a tumultuous day. My AVP literally gave me a hug as I walked out the door for the last time and I cried in her arms.
I had a week off between jobs and I had lunch with friends to say goodbye, finished setting up the lab at home and packed. I made arrangements for long term housing in South Carolina and prepared to leave my family while we tried to sell our home.
Thursday evening of my week off I got a call on my cell phone. It was my VP and AVP calling to chat. The first question they asked was whether I was still in town or had I already left for South Carolina. Then they asked me to stay one last time. They had met with our CEO and Executive Vice President and wanted me to stay. I was floored. I had worked for nearly three years getting ready to leave. I had started down a road and I didn’t want to change direction.
But I did. My wife told me that I will never again be offered the chance to work at a company which knows neither what my job title will be nor what I will be doing, just that they want me to work for them. She was probably right.
I was offered the chance to make a difference working for a company that has been good to me and my family. It is a different challenge than what I had been working toward but an interesting one all the same. I am slowly settling into my new job as Technical Services Manager. Some of the changes I have made are for the better, some of the changes have not lasted and others have yet to be implemented, but I am still learning every day.
And so my goals are slowly evolving. It is hard to give up a goal that I have sacrificed so much to earn, without completing it. In the short term I will begin working toward my CCIP in the new year. Currently I do not have the time to complete the CCIE but I believe working toward my CCIP will keep my mind in networking and it will cover topics that I believe are needed if I decide to again try for my CCIE.
Thank you for reading. I plan to post more regularly in the coming year.